FROM HAIKU, MAUI
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Initiation: 26 minutes that changed my life forever; Is It Possible to Ascend to Mastery while Still in Body?
Dec 26, 2012 -
On 12-21-12, the Earth ascended to the fifth dimension. Which means all
sentient and inanimate beings on Gaia-Pachamama ascended along with her.
That includes you and I.
"You walked up the mountain a man, you came down the mountain a Master," my Spirit guides and teachers told me as I was descending from the Pachatata Temple on Amantani Island in Lake Titicaca around 8:30 am, three hours after climbing it.
It's kind of like... all your life you
thought you were a duck. You looked like a duck, swam like a duck,
quacked like a duck... And now someone suddenly tells you you are really a
hummingbird. In my heart, I now know that "they" are right. I am really
a hummingbird in Spirit. But I still don't feel comfortable talking
about it in public.
I have not even told my wife yet all that happened. This story is my first effort to lift
12-21-12 Magical Morning on Amantani Island (recorded on Dec 22)
12-21-12 Initiation & Ascension Introduction (recorded on Dec 24)
Also, here's a musical tribute video to 12-21-12 that I made before leaving home:
And now, let's go back to Amantani Island and the morning of 12-21-12...
New Chohan of 1st Blue Ray of Love, Will and Grace
I had. Before I ever saw this comment. And I also did more than that. Remember that old wedding rhyme:
Something old, something new
Something borrowed, something blue
Thanks to my lost luggage, which the Spirits took away so I could travel light, I had to buy some clothes in Cusco. So my blue shirt and blue socks were new. I borrowed the backpack. And I wore my old blue jacket and old shoes. So I was all dressed up for a wedding. :-) I got an initiation and ascension instead.
My Spirit guides and teachers explained to me during the descent from Pachatata Temple on 12-21-12 that they picked Amantani Island for me to be my etheric retreat and my earthly residence as the 1st Ray Chohan when I leave the body for a reason. Amantani is the highest island in the world. Lake Titicaca is the highest navigable lake in the world. It is also a "Pacarina" - a place of emergence. According to Inca legends, Father Sun dropped a tear and when it fell on Planet Earth, it created Lake Titicaca. This is where all life on Earth began, they believed. So it is fitting that my Spirit guides would bring me to this place for a rebirth into a higher dimension. It all makes perfect sense now.
The same thing happened with cleansing. While guiding me away from a planned Ayahuasca ceremony in Quillabamba (see the map) - left), my Spirit guides administered one of their own. On Dec 18, I got severe diarrhea. There was no earthly reason for it that I can figure out. I ate a normal breakfast. And I almost never get upset stomach. So I concluded immediately that it was the Spirit's way of purging me so I can be pure and clean for the 12-21-12 ceremony.
Furthermore, on Dec 19, I received additional guidance at the Ajuya Marka Temple on Lake Titicaca (right - a pre-Inca site) that I am to have no food for three days until 12-21-12. And so I did. I abstained from anything but lots of fluids.
After I had told my friends in the group I was traveling with that I would not be eating for three days, two of them - Barbara and Serge - university professors from Boston, sent me a link to this message from the Sirian High Council (click here - to read the full message):
"You will need to take no food from the reading of this missive (Dec 18-19) until the violet hour (ALTZAR: Solstice 12-21-12), you will have removed excess electromagnetic interference from your home, your body, your environments. You will be particularly facilitated if all electronic devices are completely unplugged, batteries detached, the home environmental wave frequencies deactivated.
Let animals surround you with their extraordinary sensitivities – you will find many are refusing food in this time of transition. They are attuned to the galactic forces, far more than many of you because they are in their feeling, intuitive bodies at all times, where many human beings are in their mental bodies and have trouble escaping them. They are aware.”
[ALTZAR: Guess I must be also like an animal, thanks to my Guides and Teachers. I sensed all that first on my own, then read it on this web page. Plus I come from Sirius B. Which is my home star. So I must be also tuned in telepathically to the Sirian High Council).
“Your digestive system must be clear and unencumbered with the laborious process of that process – digestion – and ideally no dead substances in the body being processed. Drink water, elevated energetically through your prayers, thoughts and imprinting, so that your electromagnetic biological unit is at its most conductive energetically."
Archangel Michael offered a similar counsel:
Now, in the days that you are preparing for this, you are also allowing your grid to become lighter, more ignited, more connected, more united with everything. Eat very light that day. I do not mean don’t eat, but simply eat in ways that are not challenging to your physical body, to your digestion. Green is always the color of choice, because it is of the (divine) Love.
When I returned from my sunset ceremony on 12-20-12 at the Pachamama Temple, I was heppy to hear that quite a few of our small group also decided to abstain from the dinner that night. Guess they must have also read the Sirian Council message.
12-21-12: Big Event for Planet Earth; Huge for Me
26 minutes that changed my life
The Spirit entered me around 5:38 AM while I was walking around the Pachamama Temple. Then with about 15 minutes to go before the Solstice and the Shift, a experienced a lift-off. I felt as if I was leaving my body. Standing and facing the rising sun with my eyes closed, I was watching a parade of images and deities the Spirit realm was putting on for me. Father Sun was presiding. Archangel Michael was assisting. So were Masters Buddha, Saint Germaine, Paul the Venetian, Goddess Pele, Golden Dolphins of Sirius B and other celestial deities.
All five elements were involved. And I merged with all of them during my journey.
My heart was racing. Tears were flowing down my cheeks most of the time before, during and after the initiation. Even as a writer, musician and filmmaker, I am not sure that any media interpretation of what happened could really do it justice. But I will try. I will use multimedia tools to portray a multidimensional event and travel through multiple dimensions that engaged and stretched all human senses.
All the while, I was filled with an incredible sense of calm and bliss. And power. But not the physical power that comes from one's musculature. The Power that comes from the gentle Love in one's heart. I felt a constant urge to smile, even while tearing up.
Feel and see, visualize — it does not matter; it will come — that the beam of white light directly from the heart of the Mother/Father/One is coming down right through the central sun, down through your crown, right through your body, exploding in your heart and opening your true heart awareness.
And now, here's my multimedia effort to portray a multidimensional event that occurred during the 26 minutes that changed my life forever. Not just my earthly one; my etheric life as well. But let's go back first to that amazing sunset the night before - 12-20-12. I feel that's where my 100-yard dash of a five-year marathon began.
PLAY-BY-PLAY ACCOUNT OF WHAT HAPPENED PRIOR TO AND ON 12-21-12
We arrived there by boat in late afternoon of Dec 20 after a two-hour boat ride from Puno, with a brief visit to the floating Uros islands in between. The map of Lake Titicaca (right) will give you an idea how huge this lake is. The two-hour boat ride traversed only a tiny portion of the lake.
Amantani island has no hotels
or hostels. Upon arrival, we were put up in a private home. The island's 5,000 inhabitants live a simple life. Electricity is
available but scarce. There are no cars. Which made me wonder how all those
brick and mortar and concrete homes were built without the use of
mechanized transport. Somehow, they did it.
I was soon joined by three local boys (right). We walked and "talked" together for a while. One played his flute. I saved mine for later as I was also saving my breath going up a steep hill.
About half way to the top (actually I see now from the above maps, that was only about a third of the way up), there was a Y-type branch in the stone path. The right branch led to Pachamama Temple (feminine, shape of a circle). The left one snaked its way up the hill to Pachatata Temple (masculine, square-shaped). I took the right turn. I don't know why. I just did. Later, I found out from Mallku, our Peruvian guide, that he and most of the tourists were on the other hill - watching the sunset at the Pachatata Temple.
When I reached the Pachamama Temple, I looked at my altimeter: 13,600 ft. I was at the highest point of the highest island of the highest lake in the world. But my attention was focused on something else - the setting sun. It looked as if I had made it there just in time. A big cloud covering the western horizon threatened to make this an early sunset. Indeed, within about 15 mins or so of my reaching the summit, the sun did disappear behind that cloud.
The light was teaming with celestial deities... Violet - for Saint Germaine, Green - for Paul the Venetian, Blue - for Archangel Michael, Pink - for Sanat Kumara, etc. Take a closer look at that far right photo. Notice Father Sun's golden rays shining right through my heart? Also see a lei-necklace of Green pearls around my neck. Green is the color of the Heart Chakra and Love. That was Paul the Venetian who put it on me. He was my mother in a lifetime in Egypt at a time of Jeshua-Jesus.
Perfect Strangers Become
After I did my ceremony and played Pachelbel and Beethoven's "Ode de
Joy" on my flute in closing, I walked over to the man to say "hi." Turns
out it was Claude, a Frenchman who now lives in Peru. He joined our
group only this morning solely for the purpose of coming to Amantani
Island with us.
What followed was a delightful exchange, very fitting for Beethoven's "Ode de Joy" music I was guided to play on my flute for this occasion. You will see in these scenes two grown men expressing their joy of life like two little boys - unrestrained, free, drunk on beauty of the place and the moment.
For those of you who do not speak French, here's the gist of what Claude said on camera (courtesy of my friend Pierre Hessler from Paris who helped me out with this translation):
Then I handed Claude my camera and asked him
to do the same while I played my flute. We were both having such a
wonderful time. Virtual strangers until just a few minutes earlier
became instant brothers.
Claude also told me that Saint Germaine (see *Note) was one of his guides.
"So is he mine," I replied. "And he was with us tonight at sunset in the form of a violet light." I then told Claude about my life as a Paris-born Frenchman Jacques Ferdinand Devereaux, a student of Saint Germaine and a friend of Mozart and Beethoven. Overall, we managed a pretty animated conversation for two people who could not speak each other's languages.
Mother Moon Joins Father Sun in Farewell to Pisces Era
When the local residents constructed the stone paths up the mountain to the two temples, they also built stone arches which looked like gateways at certain points. There are apparently seven such arches, one for each chakra. One is supposed to pause under each arch and ask Gaia-Pachamama's permission to proceed. The same on the way down.
THE GREAT GALACTIC SHIFT
"Wonder what the elevation will be at the Pachatata Temple?" I knew from last night, that the Pachamama Temple was at 13,600 ft. And from there, the Pachatata Temple seemed lower to me last night. Each of them has the shape of an ancient volcanic caldera.
I almost ran up to Pachatata Temple anxious to find out what its
elevation was. 13,550 ft. Just a smidge lower than the Pachamama Temple.
But the fact that this hill was smaller, would suggest indeed that it
would be the feminine volcano.
Amantani Revelations: End of Duality (12-21-12)
“It matters not anymore,” an inner voice told me. “There is no duality anymore. Pachamama is ascending. And we are ascending with her."
Pachamama and Pachatata
will be one. United forever.
It was in that frame of mind that I started to walk around the Pachatata Temple in order to figure out where to do my ceremony. Little did I know that I was never going to do one. Instead, the Spirit had something else in mind - my initiation and ascension. Check out these revelations as they occurred on Amantani live, captured on camera by a "live" video recording:
Amantani Island Revelations: Cosmic Christ, Ceremony, Retirement as Shaman, End of 3D Journey, Start of Spirit Ascent - 12-21-12 - a film by Bob Altzar Djurdjevic - recorded on Amantani Island, Lake Titicaca, near Pachamama Temple
As you can see, the Spirit had scrapped my planned ceremony. So I went on to set up an altar, lay out my offerings (see below), and wait for the Spirit to guide me further.
At 5:58 AM, my guides and teachers started an initiation. Father Sun was presiding over the proceedings. Master Buddha, Saint-Germaine, Paul the Venetian, Goddess Pele, Golden Dolphins and a number of other deities participated in the initiation. The initiation ended at 6:24 AM, with the Solstice and the Galactic Shift occurring right in the middle of it (6:12 AM).
And now, here's the "main course," an "entre," the "feature presentation," if you will, in a series of magical moments that had preceded and followed the 12-21-12 initiation.
Amantani Island: Initiation & Ascension (12-21-12)
A multi-media account of a multidimensional event: 26 minutes at the Pachatata Temple that changed my life, forever - my etheric l life, too, not just the earthly one
Huge Sun Halo, Sunburned at 5:58 AM -6:24 AM
I don't know if any other people in our group noticed the halo or the smiley face. Nobody said anything. But I kept stepping out of our group circle during the breaks in the ceremony to communicate with Father Sun and tell him how honored and humbled I felt, not only to have him preside over my initiation proceedings, but also to keep on smiling with that huge halo the entire time I spent at the Pachatata Temple after the ceremony. (The above image is a composite of three still shots lifted from two videos I shot on location).
What was also interesting about that magical morning is that I got a
severe sunburn on my face and nose during the half-hour initiation
between 5:55-6:25 am.
Which in and of itself is extraordinary, given the early hour and the
fact the the Sun had just risen and was partially covered with clouds
This initiation to Mastery was the most amazing experienced of my life so far. Tears were rolling down my cheeks the whole time. My heart wanted to jump out of my chest with excitement and joy.
Here is another film about what happened right after the initiation ended...
AFTERMATH - Back in the
AFTERMATH: THE DAY AFTER
When it was all over, I felt overwhelmed by what had happened. So I
never uttered a word to anyone. I did not think people were ready to
hear that one can ascend and still be in a body. So I just said it would
take me some time to process internally everything that transpired on
that magical morning.
You will feel a sense of disconnection and disassociation. Not severe, not “Where am I? Who am I? What am I doing?” - but certainly a sense of disassociation, almost as if you have taken either some plant or chemical hallucinogen, not that severe, but a sense of, “Oh, I am seeing things very differently. I am in a different process.”
Even your movements, you may feel like you’re moving through air as if you are moving through water.
That’s exactly how I felt (and still do). I feel as if I am moving through water or floating in air. It’s a very mellow, soft, gentle, light weighted feeling of smooth motion. Archangel Michael assured us it is okay to feel that way. That’s what the fifth dimension is like.
Do not worry about it. It is the adjustments and attunements, as you are firmly anchoring in a different dimension.
My skin now also has a different scent. Sort of the way it smelled when I was quite young.
* * *
It took three days before I could start talking about it all. By Dec 24, my
heart was a sure that what happened on 12-21-12 was real. It was a
culmination of a Spirit marathon which started five years ago. But I
still did not feel comfortable talking about it in public.
"There is nothing more we can really say but affirm everything you are feeling. It is how some enlightened earth being say - “all the stars are lining up for this return home” … to not only pay homage to the Source, to not only honor the Spirits and the area, but we can tell you - you will undergo another spiritual initiation in this process."
I had forgotten all about that prediction highlighted in red until 12-22-12. It was another "AHA"-moment for me, one of many on this trip. I did remember, however, what the LBs said about me returning home. Except that I thought that "home" meant the Andes, where I have had important past lifetimes. But I realized the morning of 12-21-12 that it actually meant returning home to the universe. In fact, I talked about it "live" in one of the video clips recorded on Amantani island.
So I asked Earl on Dec 24 to have the LBs confirm that my interpretation of what happened on 12-21-12 was accurate. Here's his reply:
"I have just tuned into the LB's and they definitely confirmed what you were told in October."
Here's what the LBs said to me on Dec 24:
"You Listened! You Trusted! You took Action! This is the way it is to be. You were guided by the Masters on your entire journey, experiencing what you never expected. This is because you were open to receiving all of the blessings from the Spiritual Realm. You will continue to be guided in your work-expanding your guardianship of Planet Earth. Blessings."
I asked Earl to thank the LBs for me, both for the past guidance and for this message.
Change in Voice Inflection, Singing and Flute-playing Ability
Even before the 12-21-12 initiation, I had noticed a change in my voice. It got deeper. More resonant. During our climb of Huayna Picchu on Dec 17, I told Liz, my Peruvian guide and friend, about it.
Then on Dec 23, Charles, a business friend of mine from Dallas, Texas, after watching the latest Triangle of Light broadcast, which I recorded in Lima on 12-22-12, wrote: "You can tell by the look on your face and the inflection in your voice you were moved deeply."
Another independent confirmation. In my reply, I told him that I had first noticed it on Huayna Picchu (right).
As the trip went on, my flute playing ability also improved. I only picked playing the instrument a little over a year ago and have been self-taught in everything I have learned so far. But on this trip, I met one person who is an accomplished flautist.
Serge, Barbara's husband, also a university professor in Boston, was evidently given that job by the Spirit realm on this trip - unbeknownst to either of us. On Dec 18, he helped me with general advice on how to create beautiful long note vibrations on the flute.
After a year of not being able to figure it out on my own, I got it right away. And so when I was guided to play Pachelbel and Beethoven's "Ode de Joy" from the 9th Symphony at sunset on Dec 20, the music that came out of my flute as a farewell to the last sunset of the Pisces era sounded much better than anything I had played before (right).
Similarly, at the end of my 12-21-12 initiation, with tears rolling down my cheeks, I started to SING (!) "Amazing Grace." Imagine that - SING! I don't know what came over me. I was never a good singer. I didn't think I had a good voice. But using the same technique I had just learned while playing the flute, I was able to produce decent vocal sounds. "Amazing Grace" was not amazing, but it was of acceptable quality for a novice singer.
Back Home: Getting to Know the New, More Feminine Me
I am home now (Dec 26). I wrote most of this essay on the long flights from Lima to Houston to San Francisco to Maui - about 8,000 miles in the air. Today, I have been trying just to be, to feel and observe the new me.
PS: Message from Sirian Council
Today is Elizabeth's birthday. That woman was probably she. Elizabeth and I have shared many lifetimes together on this planet going all the way back to Atlantis.
Speaking of past lives, let me now try to put this initiation and ascension in the context of those...
EPILOGUE & ANALYSIS
Road to Ascension: From Serving Ego to Serving Others
Past Life Analysis
Then for the last 500 years or so, most of my lifetimes have been either spiritual or in the field of arts (Jean Ferdinand Deveraux, Count of Saint Germaine's disciple and alchemist, friend of Mozart and Beethoven, Prince Albert, Queen Victoria's husband, Franz Liszt, pianist and composer, Wonka Tewa, Apache shaman, etc.). No more ruler-warriors, a lot less karma, if any (click here to see a list of all known past lifetimes).
And then finally - ascension - the slate wiped clean. Graduation from body to spirit. A fresh start from ground zero. Now teacher and guide to others. Returning to body - optional. Only when something truly critical needs to be done, I suppose.Bottom line: Is it possible to ascend to Mastery while still in a body? Without a doubt. I’m the living proof of it. Ascension happened to me on 12-21-12. It is my Higher Self that ascended to Spirit while I, and my three other soul splits, are still incarnated.
Just keep in mind that ascension happens in stages. It's not like one day you're a flesh and blood man, and the next - poof - and you're now an Ascended Master, a spirit. It doesn't quite work that way.
Even before 12-21-12, I knew for example that my Higher Self was a guide to some pretty powerful figures on this planet. In other words, while one part of our soul is doing work in a physical body, another (bigger, more powerful) part is doing its work in the Spirit realm. For more advanced souls, that often means being a teacher and a guide to other, less evolved souls. So what happened on 12-21-12 was an EVOLUTIONARY step on the path of ascension on which the ALTZAR soul has been for some time now, not a quantum leap.
What has happened since 12-21-12, however, has been a rebirth and an evolution of a new man. A more feminine ALTZAR. Which is an irreversible process that will encompass all of humanity go on for at least the next 5,000 years. Until mankind achieves a balance once again between the masculine and feminine energies. Just as it once was in Lemuria.
So what goes around, comes around. Human development runs in 18 million-year cycles. Or planet is 4.5 billion years ago. A 5,000-year cycle, such as the Aquarius era we have just entered, is a mere blip in Mother Earth's and man's history. There is nothing, absolutely nothing we think is new and exciting that mankind has not experienced many times before. Spiritual icons such as Jesus, Buddha, Mohammad, Melchizedek, Thoth, etc. have all come and gone in different eras under different names, and not just in the last 3,000 to 4,000 years.
"There is nothing new under the sun," King Solomon also noted some 3,500 years ago. "History merely repeats itself. It has all been done before."
That could be a depressing thought, couldn't it? Which is why our physical memories are erased every time we incarnate. To keep us excited and interested in creating OUR new world. Each time we come back into body, we have a chance to make a difference - to create just a little differently, a little better, a little more elegantly. Or to screw up a little more royally. That's also up to us each time. Free will and all that.
Which is how real soul progress is made - three steps forward, two steps back. So let's focus on those three steps forward. The slippery path of ascension will take care of those two steps back. And let's keep on creating TOGETHER, as a COMMUNITY OF MAN - in love, balance and harmony for all Creation in the Universe.
So it goes...
GODDESS OF WATER CARDS, DREAM
UPDATE, Dec 30: The last two days in a row (Dec 28-29), I drew Goddess of Water Mystic Medicine card as my daily guidance. For all the rest of 2012, she only showed up four times. the last one on Aug 27. Here was her message:
So lots of feminine energy around me these days. And as you saw, that was also the case during my Amantani Initiation. Goddess of Water was also prominent there.
Ever since I got back, the weather had been sunny and dry. Last night, it started raining. It is a beautiful, gentle, misty rain. It is still raining as I write that. While I was meditating in the spa this morning (note - WATER - again!) - in the rain - Goddess of Water reminded me of the dream she had given me last night.
I saw the Namaka Creek flowing as I never had before (Namaka is the Hawaiian Goddess of Water, sister of Pele, Goddess of Volcanoes and Fire). The creek had expended well beyond the river banks that this seasonal stream occasionally fills (see the video below). It ran right over the Anahata-Huaca-Ahu (AHA - the sacred site) and on down the gulch. Yet I was somehow perched high up above the AHA, and watching it all in awe from a bird's eye perspective. Such as in these simulated pictures.
Then I just stepped down the magical stone steps (which do not exist in reality) - like walking on water - and climbed up the hill toward our home. That's where I was guided to do a Fire ceremony today, the last of the four BIG days in December of 2012 (see Special #333 and Master's #11 Fire Ceremony, 12-03-12).
By the way, the official forecast for today is "Scattered Clouds" (see below). :-) But what do these left-brain meteorologists know about Goddess of Water. Obviously they haven't run their forecast by her...
And here is now a short video of the Namaka Creek running filmed on 12-11-11.
REBIRTH AND ASCENDED MASTERS
UPDATE, Dec 31: The last two Mystic Medicine cards I drew on the last two days of 2012 were Rebirth and Ascended Masters. I got the Ascended Masters card in answer to my question for the final card for 2012 which would sort of synthesize the whole year. Could these two guidance cards have been any more appropriate in light of what has happened in the last 10 days?
Here's the message I received from the Ascended Masters:
A few days after coming home, I received an email from Jeff Georgevich, a friend of mine from Manhattan Beach, with pictures he took of the incredible sunset that he and some of his friends and family witnessed on 12-21-12. Enjoy!
Claude, my new friend and brother from our Amantani island experience, commented upon seeing these photos as follows:
To which I replied:
Hi, Claude. Yes, I felt it was a message of love from the Universe. But you put it so beautifully when you described it as a golden lotus flower. Even the photos take one's breath away. And just imagine what it must have been like to have been one of these people receiving such Divine gift directly.